Saturday, March 12, 2011

Finishing

I have been reading through Nancy Campbells' devotional book, 100 Day of Blessing.  (Highly recommended, by the way.)  While I am always challenged and encouraged by her, I have been particularly convicted about her thoughts on finishing.  Finishing a job, what we set out to do, just completing things.  She points out that God never leaves things half done... He always completes and finishes what He sets out to do.  Even if we think He is taking too long, He still completes everything in His own time.  We also want our children to be people who complete things; who are reliable and can be counted on to do what they say they will.  This is where I need to look carefully at my own life.  If I want my children to be this type of person, am I modelling this type of behavior?

If I'm honest, I have to answer with a great big... sometimes.  And this has been a struggle for me even as a child.  I'm great at starting things.  I love dreaming up big projects, but when it comes time to do the actual work, I'm more likely to be focusing on my next big project and really not so much interested in the actual work of seeing the past idea to completion.  Perhaps it wouldn't be an issue if I were content to just dream up stuff, but that lack of actual follow through does irk me more than a little bit.

It's not just big things that I struggle with the idea of finishing; it's also all the little things in my life.  I spend my day flitting from one activity to another, focusing on whatever has caught my attention at any given time.  By the end of the day I often have a dozen jobs, half done about the house, lying in my wake.  I realize that some of this is the nature of motherhood.  Our darling little charges do take precedence over whatever activity we are in the middle of, and that is how is should be.  The trouble for me comes after I've helped the child.  Through lack of focus, I then flit to another activity without returning to the first one and seeing it through.  There are often days I go to bed with this heavy weight of all the uncompleted projects hanging over my head.

This week I'm going to focus on finishing.  It will be a kind of experiment.  First I want to discover if it is even possible to be focused enough to finish one task before beginning another with a household of small children.  Second, I want to see if I am more focused on this goal, if I can make my life feel a little calmer and less out of control.  Because that is how half done projects make me feel... out of control.  I'm done feeling like A.A. Milne's Old Sailor.

Does anyone else feel this way?  Would you care to join my in the challenge to try to finish things?  I'm going to keep you updated this next week and let you know how it goes... and you can comment and share how it is going with you.  And perhaps we can encourage one another.

4 comments:

Shonya said...

Oh wow! That is very convicting! I have about 15 projects started right now, and four books I'm reading. . .but the thought of finishing everything. . .exhausting and overwhelming!!!

Jill Farris said...

Great blog. I have mixed feelings about trying to finish everything before starting something new. After all, if God knew we could have many children AND He made us multi taskers...certainly He knew that we might have many projects going at once.

Blessings,
Jill F.
www.generationalwomanhood.wordpress.com
www.jillcampbellfarris.com

sandwichinwi said...

I am so exactly like you. Fortunately, my husband is a "closer" as he likes to refer to himself. I'm cooking-- I like all the cupboard doors open so I can grab what I need. He opens. He closes. He starts. He finishes.

I still have the cross-stitch baby sampler I began for my oldest. Unfinished.

Me. Not a finisher. Maybe I'll jump in on your challenge.

Blessings
Sandwich

MRK said...

Oh, I am SO very much like you. I have trouble finishing things (definitely a result of parenthood), and it irks me a LOT. It is a constant source of stress, and I'm not a good multitasker either. I am especially bad at talking/listening (anything verbal...and also writing) while trying to do something else. I can easily multi task with actual TASKS but not with things that require me to process language. I would love to get better at this and calmer about it since I dislike finding myself being so frustrated by the interruptions of the kids. I'm not sure I can get much better at finishing things (since I am generally a pretty good finisher when given the opportunity...which I don't get much), but I need to get better at being less irked by my inability to finish things these days.

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